dearesa:
maybe partially i don't really hate them.
i don't know why?
jacintha:
maybe or sometimes i
feel left out.
ever since you hang
out with amelia and jing wen,
you sort of ignored me.
and often get angry with me.
but i didn't do anything.
thats why !!
seriously how to change your mind sap?
are you ignoring me
because
you don't treat me as friend alr?
you feel that jing wen and amelia is better?
yeah seriously
sometimes i always angry.
maybe i don't understand you
thats why u angry and i don't know the reason.
but you always kept secrets from me
and
like seldom talk to me.
really that time who wit like
i seriously can't tell!
he only tell me because he trusted me.
if i spread it, he confirm know its me !
seriously,
i think you changed alot.
you studies really improve like mad
but some other things
u really changed alot
after hanging out with them!

[101 post!]
seemed quite unhappy today.
met with denise
i"m late sorry ><.
then blah blah
had science period at first
but was called out to
do the survey.
then on the way to com lap,
keep quarreling with chin teng
he freak!
then went back class science
lesson
left 5 mins!
then had the other recess.
sob sob
shu bin,dalene,wit
go public duty
then hidaya and zi hiang had
to sell the heart
thing during recess
so bought water
and went back class.
luckily dearesa and min er
was there.
if not, i'll be so lonely
ahahha:)
then
had ce2 lesson
i'm damn fucked up
so noisy can't even
hear what the hell
teacher saying so i decide not to
listen.
then went to syakir ask him shut up.
then ask chin teng shut up
then that AMOS LEONG
so extra say:
charmaine! what's ur
problem?
i said :
i also nvr say u right.
then i damn angry so turned around.
chinese lesson
also so noisy.
don't know what's wrong with my class!
X seriouslyX
after split boys and girls,
the girls so quiet
the guys like freaking
noisy.
slap them!!!
RAWR!
english,
had to redo paper 2.
tmr have to continue becos no time.
then went home straight after school.
i want to use my old passport.
picture cuter.
now like shit. eeew
went home ate lunch
then redo the blogshop thing.
:)
going to watch the 9 0'clock show now
byes :)

(100th post ! :D)
had school then went to
tm there to buy food to eat
then went ECP for beach clean up.
at first only me doing it. -_-
then we went to bury jing wen's hand
with sand .
then she removed her hand and
the hole stays there so cool.
then saw two Caucasian ladies
they just wear like bikini then
lie down there and sun tanned
so hot!
later their skin chao tar! :)
then burry randy's leg!
then he keep moving all
the sand keep coming down.
then me and miner
faster patch the hole.
then went to the hawker centre
there to do the ws.
and buy drinks.
me n miner used the toilet
soap to wash our hands
then suddenly got
a weird smelly smell.
then we tot from one of e
cubical
then smelled our hands!
it was actually the soap!
eeew then ask
the drink stall auntie to let us use her soap
to wash our hands
but still have the smell
but a little.
then went back to school :)

some people.....
just by their look, it makes me pissed off!
when did i ever add him!!!
today got back results!
did badly!
never expect to get so low marks!
nearly cried when i though my english
only scored 9!
but luckily i passed :)
i see wrongly.
had band!
went to t1 with denise then
took bus home.
in the bus ,
there's two ITE malay
girls keep singing songs!
and its so horrible.
keep repeating same old song!
then me and denise keep laughing.
then waiting for lift,
saw another person
singing again!
haiyo
weird day!






can you just shut up!
keep telling zhe kai about me
angry with u!
you should go and face the wall
go reflect on yourself!
you both really@$@#!@*(
asked me wats my fucking problem.
seriously if you not happy with me,
you can go find bb and kiss her.
annoying apples!

okay! its so long since i last post.
yeah finally all exams over except art!
so horrible!
i only drew 1 PEANUT!!
pathetic.
going to continue later
before going to JB!
erm maths paper 2 was quite difficult.
english okay doom!
more than half of the class failed.
whole sec 2 classes
did badly for english!
i think i gonna fail.
science was not so difficult.
have same questions as what mr ng
gave us.
but he nvr give us the correct answer!!!
literature i wrote alot of things but think
all rubbish.
history screwed up last question that worth 10 marks!
yesterday fn was quite easy.
alot of people faster do then go sleep lerh.
but i dunno how to do then wait till last min
then managed to finish.
all the exams i don't have enough time
to do!!
YEAH!
later going JB but not confirmed :(
haha
gtg do art le bye bye :)

back again
saw some pictures
that make me furthermore angry
and pissed off.
she feels embarrassed taking pics with me
i know i very ugly larh.
u very pretty only
can take pictures with all
those pretty ppl.
ask her take pics with me
she gave all lame excuses.
when i left then
another person came ask her take pics
she agreed immediately.
feel like .........................
went to buy shoes
came home about an hour ago.
later having tuition
bye bye







seriously there's nth i can say anymore
friend me or just set me free
from you!

super long nvr update lerh.
wednesday:
had english and chinese compo exam.
reached school then remembered
that need use dictionary.
recess called home ask
mum to bring.
i wrote rubbish i think
i wrote out of point :(
had briefing on camp
its in malaysia.
but like very the place very dirty.><

Thursday:
sort of like forgot what happened.
got back geography test.
quite happy with my marks
got further briefing on the camp

Friday:
Carnival DAY!!
reached school at 11.30
had art test.
we moved around in class haha asking ppl
for the answers. :)
then went to decorate the stall
balloons keep flying all over.
then we keep running to catch them.
went tm
bought the stickers then bought
bubble tea.
then went back.
our business very good
but some ppl keep retaking cos
they keep flicking the photo
which i told them not to.
then picture spoil blame us.
then some ppl nvr pay also.
wth.
then earn very little.
was tired><
went home then bought bb tea again
then bought chicken rice .

Today:
had tuition then
went to tm with my tt and sis.
then he went off with his "gf"
then bought fried mushroom then
went popular then ate mac n wait for the person
late for 35 mins.
then bought bb tea again then went home.